Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Son Oliver

He was born 19th of October 2008. He is very special boy by himself. He was conceived unexpectedly and he came to the world out of my tummy unexpectedly. After all the discussion, my husband and I took the decision to have him because there will never be the right time and if we don’t take the chance now, there might not be again. So, there he was in my tummy growing for 9 months (almost). When he was one or two month, I was in Burma/Myanmar and when he was three month old in my tummy, I was in Cambodia. I was travelling very hard trip with his pregnancy. I was carrying the heavy luggage throughout. But I know my tough guy will still remain firm in my tummy.
19th October 2008
He came out to the world Sunday early morning 9:08 a.m. It was an amazing pain and amazing joy in my life.

let's talk about independent women...

the majority of the women in the western part of the world, talk about independence and freedom. It might have been over many hundreds years of revolutions in the West and has taught them to say so, to do so and to be so.

In my case, i heard of this word, " Independence" from my present husband last 10 years ago. In the foot of Shwedagon Pagoda in Myanmar, we were sitting there and
he told me " how important it is to be an independent woman"...
I repeated "independent woman" and the word echoed in my entire body, from head to toes.
After having an affair for 5 years with him, we cohabited in Vienna, it was the beginning of 2006and very cold winter.
Since then i never heard the story of " independent woman" anymore.
I was depending on him from head to toes.
Throughout the years we been together, the word still echos everyday " independent woman". What has happened to her"?

My husband, seems forgotten this independent woman. he didn't give me way to become an independent any more.
The legend of independent woman remains in my head and memory.
I think of the pioneer of the independent women everyday of my life.
I struggle hard to become an independent myself.
Still, i m not free and i am not succeeding...